Feeling better

I was in a good mood last night. Giddy almost.

I was explaining to Scott that I feel so much less lost because a date has finally been set for surgery to remove the ruedimentary horn on my uterus. Something that has to be done before we should think of getting pregnant again. And I can't help feeling more grounded because they have finally scheduled it.

Maybe it's because I LOVE having a plan. Or maybe because I excel when things are set in motion. Or because there is actually a date for me to move finally move forward physically past the entire miscarriage. Either way, I feel so much better than I did a month ago.

I also had an interview this morning, and lately, it feels like my life has been:

Application, Interview, No Job, Repeat.
Application, Interview, No Job, Repeat.
Application, Interview, No Job, Repeat.
Application, Interview...

But this interview went well. I felt like I explained my points well, and I impressed them with my knowledge and skill set. I know that it may not get me the job, since I am up against seven other incredibly talented people, but it felt good to finally have some confidence.

It's a good afternoon.