I want a job again so bad. I ache to have the solidarity of regular income. Yes, unemployment has been a great fallback. But it can't last forever. As can't my unemployed-ness. If that's a word.
BUT. And that's a big but. But, I will have to have surgery again. This time to take off the underdeveloped left horn of my bicornuate uterus. And that means:
3-5 days in the hospital,
4-6 weeks of recovery time.
I have a job interview next week for a job that I would LOVE. In a place that we would LOVE to move to. And just the fact that it seems so perfect means that my pessimistic mind already deems the interview a failure.
I just want a job. That I can start in 6 weeks. So that I can also have the much-needed surgery.
Is having everything you want too much to ask? I'm not sure. (a.k.a. to be determined)
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